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Tuesday, January 05, 2010

it's the worst nightmare after having the best dream.

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Friday, January 01, 2010

HAPPY 2010 !

a friend teach me, what is relax and what is sleep. i realised, i just can't relax at all, i'm always panic. i find that it's a waste of time doing nothing but just relax. that's why my resolution for the year is to have more time for myself, to learn to slow down my pace and live just like a snail (:

i am very sure it will be the great year. cos i met GREAT friends to watch bestie's GREAT performance and had a GREAT countdown in movie theatre where i watched a GREAT movie at 12 am!!!
i swear, i will rate 5/5 for AVATAR.

may everyone be blessed with good health and happiness (:

Timecheck: 7:35 PM

Thursday, December 31, 2009

met carolyn and i got a precious gift specially made by her (:

really sweet! hahaha.

thank you for this friendship!
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it reminds me of this...

i remembered in sec 5, i didn't have a pencil box and this was what bestfriend did for me. i think i'm a really lucky girl. and the most i can do for my friends is simply be their friend:)

it's the last day of 2009!

have the urge to share how was my 2009.

it has been a fruitful year although there were lots of down times. in my 19 years, i can consider this as the busiest year ever.

the worst and disgusting thing happened was, i met a big fat ugly liar ! can't really remember what exactly happened, but i will never forget my $100! and i fell sick a lot of times.

and the best thing was, in 2009, i find that i'm quite settle with my part time job and future career, and i met a funny boyfriend. i spent more time with family too(: and i made some great friends.

looking back to my 2009 resolution, i wanted to manage my time well, do well in nursing, spend more time with family, make more friends and be the best girlfriend. i realised i have done all.

3 cheers for me! hahaha. the only thing is that, i've forgot about myself, that i need to take a breathe, that i am someone who always need quiet time to soul search. that's why my immune system is getting worst.

but the earth isn't getting better. i'm worried.

everything seems to be going smoothly for me. i hope it does for everyone too.

hope it stays that way

but the only constant thing in life is change.

didn't really find time to sit down alone and think of my new year resolution. haha.

if only i have 30 hours instead of 24 per day (:

Timecheck: 12:06 AM

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

1500 words essay is killing me !!! !!! i hate this module.
it's not like secondary school anymore, when u can drop one subject and still pass for o level.
i'm staring at my com, no idea where to start
i'm pulling my hair
i'm scolding vulgarities
i'm having the urge of giving up
but 35000 dollars,
how am i going to find this huge sum of money if i break the bond?
i have not make my 2009 christmas wish. i wish the essay is 150 words instead of 1500.
F..KING LAW AND ETHIC ESSAY!!!

enough of ranting.

here are some pictures that cheer me up (:

guess she's really tired.

camera shy.

wahahaha! my cutest grandma.

i was having fever last night. while i was half asleep, i felt a warm touch on my forehead. it brought me back to 10 yrs ago, when i had a really really bad fever, that night, i watched his back view thinking that i really had a perfect daddy. the image of his back view and the warmth in his hand had deeply imprinted in my mind. i actually wrote this incident in a letter to dad before his operation.

last night, grandma's touch was really gentle, i've put it in my heart.

i really like the feeling of being care for when i'm sicked. i really can't live without her.

"You can shed tears that he is gone

or you can smile because he has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back

or you can open your eyes and see all he's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him

or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday

or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him and only that he's gone

or you can cherish his memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back

or you can do what he'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on."

Timecheck: 12:23 AM

Sunday, December 27, 2009

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上一片无声黑暗
心痛的大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强
每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好
渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏
比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象哭吧
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a song to described the situation i'm facing now.
i'm gonna face it bravely.

Timecheck: 8:18 PM

Saturday, December 26, 2009

i'm finally homed (: hahaha.

Recruit choy was out, like finally ! we had our christmas eve together ( :

totally enjoyed my christmas! :D cos i'm really satisfied to see bestfriend happy ( : johnson and i brought her fav anna sui perfume for her bd, could really see that she loves it, never felt so happy buying a perfect present for a friend before.

first, met johnson and minli for ALVIN AND CHIPMUNKS movie at cathay!

yummy dessert day! we had bens and jerry before movie.

headed down to iluma for celebration at empire states. other friends turned up, it was supposed to be a surprise for her but she knew it before hand. but i'm sure she enjoyed ( :

dessert again. argh. please, no more sweet stuff for tomorrow!

forever same pose -.- anyway, glad that yiyuan was here, and the letter from him was real sweet, bestie always(:

after dinner, headed down to orchard. really crowded ):

left town, the rest went to joren's house, i went to johnson's house with wanxian! we had bbq chicken, satay and a bit of wine (: i miss wanxian very much, christmas was pleasant with her around (: whooohoo! till then, home sweet home.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

CHRISTMAS BABY!

she's the bestfriend i always talk about ( : a friend who stabs me in front. a friend who made my sec sch life memorable, and was with me when ex-clique turned their back against me. hahaha. my truest friend, always.

thinking back to those day, whatever bad things happened, really have their reason. just like what my new friend believes ( :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TERENCE.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

it's chocolate season ! i've been eating lots of sweet stuff ): visible fats on me!!

have fun everybody!

Timecheck: 12:34 AM

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

it's really an enjoyable tuesday :D
met johnson for yummy popeye. on our long journey to chinatown, had lots of laughter, reminiscing the funny good old days. then he companied me to vivo to wait for classmates. thanks for the laughter and comfort, johnson! loves(:

supposed to have class outing, but turned out to be a clique outing. had picnic at vivo (: my slipper finally broken! i spent most of the time shopping for a new slipper. hahah! anyway, it's ah muhd's birthday. i forgot how to spell his real name. ate alot and played games(:

wheee. sexy 17th.

enjoyed!

miss lecture. miss smiling and saying hi to new friend ( :

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saturday (:

work was a sad one cos it was late to know that that saturday was my fav boy's last day ): i'm always motivated to work because of jaren. his the only kid who will call me sockteng, gave his art work to me, shared whatever interesting topics that he read regarding saving the earth, Olympics and many others. really will miss him alot.

but it was still a great saturday receiving christmas present from colleague and kid(:

after work, had birthday celebration for minmin. (: waiting for the pics!

MONDAY was Grrrreat!
met bestfriend :D she brought me to her work place for free yummy christmas feast. woots! tasty pumpkin soup, prawn and brownie :P yucky beef which i'm allergic to. hahah!

thanks for inviting me! that's what bestfriends are for right?enjoying free food together :D

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Friday, December 18, 2009

CAROLYN ( :

she's the new friend i was talking about. she's my role model, a friend who brings smile to my face in every lecture. i felt protected cos she's just like a long lost sister. appreciate this fate that we have.

hahahah!

Timecheck: 11:35 PM

Thursday, December 17, 2009

finally. socio project are done. just two more assignment and two more presentation which is due next yr. 'next yr' seems long, but actually it's less than a month. Zzzz. but after the presentation today, i really felt relieve! because i don't have to carry heavy laptop to school tomorrow! life's good without burdens that you can share with no one. whooohoo...

finally. tomorrow is FRIDAY! a day to smile cos i have a date with a special friend. a day i can let my hearts out, a day when i feel that i'm the shortest girl in the world. hahah! whoohoo..

finally. two more days to saturday. i miss those kids at work. thinking of the sec sch gathering after work made super excited. 'be myself' day! whoohoo..

finally. three more days to next monday. spending entire day with bestfriend for her early bd celebration ( : whoohoo!

finally. four more days to tuesday. our third class outing ( : this time will have much more laughter with iskanda and steven around.

sadly, six more days to christmas eve when his out. :( SIX ! it's like forever...
one more week to christmas! bestfriend's birthday!!! : D
8 more days to seven months of love.
till then, i'll start my revision and assignment ):

what happened these days? i'm having serious mood swing inside me, serious because even chocolates and mudpie doesn't help.
where did my patience go ? i've totally lost it..

Timecheck: 5:24 PM

Sunday, December 13, 2009

HAPPY YIPPIE 19th

really thankful for a cheerful friend like gladys to brighten me up during my lowest times.
although we have really limited time to meet up, i hope that you're always glad smelling the ultimate smelly sock!! i love you! enjoy your last teenage year ( :

Timecheck: 11:19 PM

Saturday, December 12, 2009

5th and 6th dec in ktm resort at batam. lovely weekend with fatboy before NS ( :
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when boy become men.

a picture of my funny Recruit fat boy with triple chin. hahaha.
sent him off to bmtc today. i didn't expect myself to feel so terrible, cos i thought it's time to enjoy freedom. but i'm wrong.
to some girls, i might be seen as no pride, a loser who depend on domineering bf a lot to laugh and cry. sometimes i get really tired for being a little woman, but most of the time, i accepted myself for being silly, cos that's me. i don't wana lose anything again.
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i don't need any gifts or treats.
i don't need any thanks or other stuff
all i want is for you to know
that to me, you're precious, you're loved.

love really aint enough. i'll lose all my courage one day.

Timecheck: 3:26 PM

Thursday, December 10, 2009

glad's birthday celebration today :D a simple dinner at aston, then went to vivo to celebrate. have long chat with yiyuan while waiting to give glad surprise. really miss the times when we could talk about everything under the sun. hahah, it's considered million years since we met, cos i can remember we all met up really often last time. i truly hope my friends can be healthy.. free from diabetes, high cholestrol or depression.. hahaha. eat well everyone...

Timecheck: 11:54 PM

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

NEW FRIEND !
NEW FRIEND !
WOOOHHOOOOO!

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Thursday, December 03, 2009

(: really had a great time with them! everyone has grown up in their own way, i'm truly happy for them.

but she's still the same, cute and innocent. 10 years we've known each other, huiling is the longest friend that we still keep in contact with me and always close everytime we met (:

i really like it when friendship is keeping strong, even though time spent together are limited.
i truly like it.

Timecheck: 12:14 AM

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

my clique. I SWEAR I DON'T LIKE SAUSAGE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks wing and iskandar for the nonsense that started from you!!

time passed in a blur. boyfriend going army, birthdays, christmas and new year season are round the corner. Zzzz! no idea why, i don't look forward at all.

why is our sweetness so short lived?

Timecheck: 6:53 PM